YES! Melissa and I have officially decided that my life is like a soap opera! so now...since I cant have a video camera with me at all times to air the soap...lol ill post it up here lmao...

well to start off...my opening episode...

bunnyrawlinz: ur first episode HOMECOMING THE NYTE OF THE GAS....dundundun!!!!

Episode 1: (lol)

K so were all at my house gettin our pictures taken before homecomming. Stinas parents wer there my rents wer and my neighbors were...It was incredibly funni...i guess its ona those hadta b there things...basically im not very photogenic...haha and so yea we had at least 50 million pictures taken...that one of me n hannah...o wow haha~PRICELESS!!! so yea...we did that than Joey left cuz he had to go get his brother so he left n said hed meet us at chilis for dinner. So yea we leave my house and our on our way to chilis but I needed to stop at the gas station desperately...specially since we wer stayin at stinas and I didnt feelin like runnin outta gas on the mountain(that just woulda really sucked!!!)haha...so yea...we wer all dressed up n I didnt really feel like getting outta my car so I had Pat do it. Pat is sittin there holdin the gas thing and I felt bad cuz thats hard work so I made it so it does it automatically n clicks wen its full. Well, Pat went to take it out but he didnt know the click meant it was full...(i know sad...but funni) so yea he squeezed the handle wen he took it out and gas got ALL OVER HIM!!! lol...It was hilarious but I mean we all felt really bad cuz he was all dressed up n stuff.  So we decided to take him home so he could shower n change b4 homecomming and dinner...He basically stunk out my whole car with the scent of gasoline...It coulnt have been too good breathin it in but it was like 30 degrees out...to cold for the damn windows to b open when wer wearin little dresses HAHA...so yea...were on our way to drop him off and hes was in shotty n he was like "Allie smell my crotch to see if it smells like gasoline" LMAO...it was disgusting...(dont worry he had pants on!!!) n shley,hannah n stina wer in da bak seat like ooo pat got road head...LMMFAO even tho he didnt...priceless moment tho...

So we dropped Pat off and than had to run to stop & shop because he smelt out my car like whoa...so we bought like a million air freshner things n a spray n attempted to make it smell a little better...Yea...going into stop & shop all dressed up...that was just crazy everyone was looking at us...but ya kno i dont blame them...I woulda been doin the same thing...haha but yea so we literally ran and did that cuz we wer running late for dinner...So we wer on our way to Chilis and ther wer cones in the road and a tonna traffic and we wer like hmm...wat is this for...and we didnt really feel like sittin in traffic so we turned around and decided to go to panera instead of chilis. Well all the traffic it turned out to be was from a dui checkpoint...so umm yea...we didnt really know u could get pulled ova for that soo umm yea...haha We got pulled ova and the cop was like we saw u turn around and didnt know if u were avoiding the checkpoint...and we wer like all scared to death because yea i still have anotha 3 days till im legal...so anyways we wer like no we just got off the fone with our friends and they just decided to go to paneras instead of chilis...and he was like oo ok...and than he was like where are u guys goin all dressed up and we wer like homecomming and he was like cool have fun...lol and funniest thing was stina knew the cop so even if something did happen it wouldnt have mattered...so yea...lol...we deffinately figured someone was deffinately up there looking out for me with that one and everyone was like god allie you are soo lucky...lol which yes at that time I had to agree I was!

Than we went to panera and like freaked out...but than sat ova by the fire n ate food n than laughed about it...Than Joey and Pat showed up and Joey WAS (lol) proud of me...lol which he should b! haha...he was like "congradulations,ur first pullover haha...ur takin the same road I did...nice job!" lol and than he was also like happy I pulled a Joey comming home from the mall that day cuttin across 4 lanes of the highway at one time...lol...yea that was scary but we made it across in one piece...yea...anyways thats just funni random stuff...so than yea we finished eatin and made our way to homecomming...

We finally made it to homecomming in one piece which was amazing...lol...so yea that was a tonna fun...I dont think ive eva had as much fun at a dance b4...lol YEA breakfast at tiffanys!!!~thats the way dances should b lol...gts...and dancing with patrick...lol now that was priceless...but he deffinately was gettin the hang of it pretty well towards the end of the nite...n he had tat whole lean bak thing goin haha...gotta luv it! n than Renee n Joe...haha wut was up with that?! kk one of them deffinately likes eachother...lol...funniness...

All I can say is that was deffinately a night to remember...one above any other night...haha soo many good times...god if we only had a video camera we coulda made millions off it!!! lol

To be continued...

lol yes...well that was the first episode of my soap lol...U kno u like it lol *sarcasm* but it deffinately is hilarious...Welcome to My Life!

 

sry its been a while since i updated...

yea...ive been quite busy lately with crew and the whole 'situation' lately that i havent had much time for anything.

so to fill you in on whats happened...

i have a new family...nick is my brother and ashley and andrew are our parents...its is very VERY fucked up but you gotta love it...

than there is the new 'group'. This consists of scotty,ryan,joe,pat,moses,me,stina and a few other random people. We basically just chill around either here or out somewhere...basically its the only stress relieaver i have right now...

than theres the situation...not gettin into details on that though...

hmm...not much else has happend that i can think of...o well...i give up...

im going to bed now...practice was a bitch today! cya!

This has been one of the hardest week in history of weeks...everything that could possibly go wrong has...hopefully it all gets better...but knowing my luck it wont...*sighs*...hopefully tho...cuz tomorras gunna b insane...head of the hartford baby! *woot woot* hehe...and than talkin with the URI coach n stuff...im psyched like whoa...o well...ima go stinas gunna b here soon so we can go to the Berlin fair...hopefully that should b fun!

I don't get life. Why does it have to be so hard. The decisions, the people, the problems...everything!

Sometimes I wish I had a place to run to when I have no where else to go...But thats only a wish...and wishes for me rarely ever come true.The only real wishes that have come true in the past month are Pat...and everything with URI...thats pretty much wats keepin me goin along now...that and all my friends...

I really needa hug...*sighs*...I donno...mayb im over reacting about some things...but than you stop and think to urself "what if?"

The phrase "what if?" makes anything possible...and for some reason that scares me to some extent...because with every good thing that comes along in life...theres always the downsides...like what if i dont get accepted into URI or what if i loose pat...see as I said...the "what if?" makes anything possible...scary huh?!

I donno i just feel as if ive been on a bad luck streak...than again mayb its just because im having a bad day...who knows?! I just hope everything gets better...im stressing about things that I shoulnt even be worrying about...and I kno that...but yet im still worrying and I dunno why...I guess too many things have happend at once...some for the better...and some for the worse...

O well I guess all there is to do is sit bak and wait to see what happens...cuz as ashley said...thats all there is to do...

In the mean time...

Dont take this entry the wrong way...none of the things im stressing over in reality were mentioned in it except for URI...those things you will hafta talk to me about personally if you really do care...

 

by the way... pat...I miss you alot...xoxo

OMG...I have SOO much to do and no time to do it...this is insane!!! lmao...and I think its bad now...just wait till tomorra...yea I just got home...still gotta do my homework...pack...study for chem/latin/math tests...eat dinner (which ill prolly skip cuz no time) and than sleep so that I can actually wake up on time to pick joe up in the morning so we can get the note in to barbra startup.

Than tomorrow comes...Wake up early...to get joe...get startup the note...go to guidence to switch into ci tut. cuz regular ci is killin me n if ya fail ya dont graduate n the way im goin now...i need to switch lol...than go to guidance again to do all that college shit...ya kno the stuff that ur rents are always on ur case to do but u neva wanna do it or neva get a chance to...yea that stuff...than all my wonderful tests *sighs*...and thats just the school day...than lets see get outta skool at 1:15 run home...get plane ticket things exct...and go to the bank to get money...and be bak at school to pick joe up at 2:05...this is where it gets fun...so the crew bus for the race leave school at 2:20 right...and me and joe live like 10 minutes from the school...well I gotta bring him back to his house...(after waiting for the line of busses to leave the school so we can go...add another 5-10 minutes)...hes gotta get his car...come bak to my house...pick up me n my stuff...and than we gotta b bak at the school no later than 2:20...follow the bus to the race...the race supposidly gets out around 5-5:30...than Joe and Stina r bringin me to the airport for a 6:40 flight to go see my bf...talk about tight timing,...o man...its like every minute wasted or accidently spent wrong is gunna seem like an hr...lmao

yea and thats my lifes story...lmmfao...

o well im going to go do some stuff...so that i can make myself useful lmao...

 

 

by the way...

Ashley...gts in chem today lmmfao...and by the way...i love ur drawings lmmfao...

Hannah...u NEED to tell me about cowboy before i leave!!!

Stina...colin remembers u too lol...sry that is so incredibly funni...

 

Wow do I hate being sick...its been nearly a week now and as soon as I feel better...figures I get worse...UGH...

this is the reason y im sick...and im not the only one lol

bunnyrawlinz: why do we havta go to a skool that has like every1 sick ...ugh
bunnyrawlinz: cause its making me sicker bein around sick peeps
princess08789: i kno seriously, when ya think it cant get any worse...it does
bunnyrawlinz: its like sick skool i swear
bunnyrawlinz: and teachers excpect us to b able to take tests and stuff
princess08789: i kno seriously, i hate teachers

lol yes i kno that was very random...but its true...everyone is sick...and if theyre not sick...well theyre blaming me that im gunna make them sick cough *cough *patches* cough *cough!

^^^lol its not my fault i swear!!!^^^

yea...so thats the story of y im sick...that damn school and those damn teachers...god take me away from it n ill b all betta...lol...

soo...yea...im proud of hannah...and her cowboy...she seems very happy after the incident that occured (and no she did not have sex with him if thats what ur perverted mind is thinking)lol...but yea...way to go hannah!!!

• HRiDeR88: I got hit on by a hot cowboy....


• HRiDeR88: :P


• HRiDeR88: it made me feel attractive.... for once


• princess08789: lol


• HRiDeR88: and I was eevn bummy too!!


• HRiDeR88: i was so happy


• HRiDeR88: made myself feel confident for once


• HRiDeR88: and made me realize some people actually think i am pretty


• HRiDeR88: unlike the ones i want when they just want nothing to do with me


• HRiDeR88: my mom said hey did u tell him u could ride a pony


• princess08789: lol


• HRiDeR88: i started crackin gup


• princess08789: lol


• princess08789: like that song ride a cowboy save a horse


• princess08789: or sumthin like that


• HRiDeR88: save a horse ride a cowboy

o well...that was my random funny story for the day...lyl hannah im happy for u lol...

o well..im going to try to sleep or watch tv or something so i get over being sick by friday...

God do I hate being sick!!! Im cold n my nose is stuffy n yea...it deffinately sux like whoa to da maxx!!!~lol wow its been a while since ive said that!!!

Yea...so my official up at URI went well...or at least I think so! I love the school now more than I did before...not to mention I met some pretty cool people~lol =P

As for what we did...well on Friday, Sam, Julie, Danielle and myself went out to attempt to find the beach...so much for that lol...too many dirt roads haha...but instead we found this wicked good coffee place called brewed awakenings...it was amazing...let alone the fact that the guy working there gave us all a free chocolate chip muffin...mmm mmm good lol...afta that we went bak to the boathouse for a cookout n than went bak to poddys room to watch 'The Sweetest Thing'...now that...that is one friggin funni movie...lol...-->and that would be one of my random quotes for now haha...moving on now...Saturday...we had to get up like wicked early like at 7ish (thats incredibly early in my opinion lol) and it was cold and rainy...the girls had a 4 hr practice but it was weight lifting so me and the other recruits decided to erg...lol yes me on an erg...haha... i kno its prolly hard for u to picture. Yea so we erged and I actually set a personal record for myself and did a 3k...it definately took some time tho lol...so dont even go there as to ask me how long it took...lol...cuz its prolly pretty sad...than Julie, Sam and I ran back to my car through the rain for a skittles break lol...taste the rainbow...So they got outta practice about an hr later and than we went to brunch...We attempted making waffles in the waffle machine that they had but that didnt go too well...it was either hollow or sticking to the pan cuz we forgot the spray lol...that was one interesting experience...haha...We gave up on that and than ate n went ova to Liz's house. We pretty much chilled all afternoon and than pat called...we wer talkin on da fone and I was jokin around like u should come and vizit me...lol...and he was like ok...little did I know he was serious... : ) so yea pat came up saturday night (which completely made my day and not to mention was one of the sweetest things anyone has ever done for me) and than we all went off to a party (the beer sucked tho!). Came bak from the party around 1:30 and watched some tv...than went to bed...n I like completely passed out...Than sunday came...pat woke me up at 7ish cuz he had to leave(*tear tear*) and than the rest of us woke up and had pancakes...Than afta that we watched some cartoons and than left...

The drive home seemed like it took forever, even tho it was an hour and I was on the phone the whole time just so I could stay awake lol...yea so than I got home...and me n my mom went to go vizit my grandmother since she is going into surgery this week. hopefully everything goes ok with that. Came home from there after a few hrs and chilled around da house than got stuck goin  to my tutor...I couldnt think at all!! than I came home and went to sleep...

the end...lmao

yea so school officially suckz! I cant wait untill college it seems like so much fun!!!  O well ima go sleep n find anotha sweatshirt cuz im freezing (the wonderful side affects of being sick)

*sighs*

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Pat I miss you!!!

=P

How come I do this to myself?! I worry about little things (ok, maybe they arent that little) that I know I shouldn't be worrying about. I guess im just scared...scared that something bad might happen. Its a fear im going to need to overcome and I will with time. I just don't want to get my hopes too high up and get hurt again...that is without a doubt my greatest fear...

Omg...last night was amazing. I don't think i've had that much fun in a car ride in a while. Good times Joe, Stina, and Pat. Woot woot to the old music and the singing lol!!!  That was so much fun! Pat hittin that wicked high note...lol yea that was great! Stina~those gay guyz...lol "hmm they kinda remind me of Joe and Pat" lol gts...Joe got so anal about that tho...o well...it was still funny at the time! hehe! We seriously have to do that again!!! (just remember~Only the good die young~lol!!!)...o yea Joe, by the way my computer doesn't like your cd so ur gunna need to make me a copy on ur computer...lol...

Not to forget the chilis crew b4 the otha fun last...that was fun too...interesting...but fun! I still don't know how our bill got that high...we got like nothing...haha! O well it was still fun...

Wow...I really miss pat! Like more than anything or anyone i've ever missed before...hopefully we'll get to see eachother soon... *fingers crossed* ...that would be like the best thing ever...literally lol! (i dont care if thats cheesy or random because i really really do!!!)

Yea...this day just seems to be draggin on...so much for a day off...

O man, I got my official up at URI tomorra-sunday...im so excited...but yet again i'm kinda scared...like what if they don't like me? I can't screw up or anything because this is basically my only ticket into this school and its the top school on my list. But what if I do? I guess all I can do is keep my fingers crossed that it all goes well. Wish me luck! lol (ima need it!!!)

O well ima go attempt to find something to do to keep my mind off things...but thats prolly gunna b useless because its impossible to keep my mind off things...

 

I don't feel good...*tear tear*

This isn't good...it isn't good at all...

Yea so we had the first practice of the season today ryte...O man it was hot as hell!!! Not to mention the humidity was killer. The new assistant coach,Pat, is definately a cool person...Im still kinda sketch on the other guy...he still kinda creeps me out...lol!!! Yea...I was like spacin and he was just like repeating my name...it was kinda awkward...I dont think I have ever spaced like that before...lol...I dont even remember how many times he was saying my name lol...wow sometimes I feel like sucha idiot!O well...I got my spot...and she didnt steal it today...so thats a start...deffinately a good one at least. Hopefully it continues that way. Who knos...I guess we will just hafta wait and see...lol...(some serious ass kicking may be required lol)

So anyways...after practice...Pat,Renee and I went ova to Tylers house. We kinda got lost trying to find his house...which was kinda funni...and I almost got into a car accident cuza that stupid lady...which kinda sucked. Yea so we finally got there and hung out n went swimmin n stuff. Than we ate food...and we kept eating till it was all gone...and than I started to feel sick...that so wasnt cool. So than we decided to head out because the heat was starting to get to me...O well what else is new?!

I came home than...and my parents basically flat out told me I looked like shit. Thats prolly cuz I was so exhausted from last nite and the rest of the week before that since hannah stayed ova n stuff. It was totally worth it tho...we definately had a few laughs...specially hannah and that chocolate milk...lol and the happily ever after movies with the evil bitches...lol gts yea neways...gettin back on subject...lol sry my mind tends to wander lol...yea so I decided to take a nap...but failed at that because there was a movie on that I really wanted to watch since I hadent seen it in a while...So much for my nap there...lol

Called up Melissa than...we chilaxed on her deck for a while eatin cake and talkin about stuff...than walked ova to my house and fooled around lookin for a new aim icon for me...we couldnt find a good one tho...because we both decided we like the one I have now better than any of the others that we saw. So than we came downstairs and my mom and my neighbor go off on a random question asking thingy...lol it was definatley some crazy shizit...lol...WHAT?! Im innocent!!! LOL...gts melissa...haha...than we blasted lala and yea they had fun with that but i think they deffinately scarred us for life along the way lol...O well nothin u can do about it now...

I think Im about to call it a day tho...Im still exhausted and I got yet again another long exhausting day ahead of me still to come...lol